SEBAB KENAPA AKU TAKUT NK KAHWIN TAHUN NIE!

nie bukan la cerita nk mengaibkan sesiapa..aku xkan bagitau siapa kawan aku yg terlibat...tapi ini lah antara sebab kenapa aku takut nk kahwin tahun nie...
kalau korang dapat rasa kat tempat aku,mungkin korang akan terpikir,pasangan yg kita pilih tue betul2 sesuai ke x...bercinta bertahun2 tapi lepas kahwin x bertahan lama lagi susah...aku xnk salahkan mana2 pihak...tapi bila kawan baik sendiri terkena,agak sedih gak..bukan senang nk kawin wei...kerja keras kumpul duit,ikat perut,sekat semua keinginan hati..
tapi bila dh jadi kekasih yg halal,apa yg jadi..CERAI..x boleh ke kalau bincang elok2..dh kawin bukan mcm couple2 biasa...
setakat nie 2 sahabat aku telah bercerai..x sampai 6 bulan pun bersama...sedih wei..kitaorang nk tgk kawan2 bahagia..tapi dh jodoh takat tue nk wat camner...aku boleh cakap,tabah jer la...bukan semua yg kita sayang dapat kekal sampai bila2...
bebaru nie sorang lagi mengadu kt aku yg nk bercerai...aku yg bujang nie mmg x leh nk halang apa,kalau itu yg terbaik utk korang,buatlah...
kekadang ada hikmahnyer...maybe itu cara yg lagi elok dari curang bila dh ada anak2 nanti,..anak2 dh besar pun nk buat hal pun x elok jugak...malu nanty kalau anak2 yg tegur...semua nk yg perfect,tapi jangan sampai di luar kemampuan..
aku harap,satu hari nanti korang berjumpa ngan pasangan yg sesuai...aku doakan korang semua!

tolonglah beri aku kebebasan

saat nie aku agak2 tertekan...cukup la dengan apa yg aku rasa sebelum nie...aku paling pantang ada orang jadi penyampai berita2 murah...kalau berita ko tue betul aku x kisah..nie sampai aku nk bahagia pun ko sibuk nk selit...
tau x perasaan rimas?antara aku ngan kau dah lama habis...sampai awek aku ko add(dah jadi ex pun)ko puas hati?skrg semua kawan2 aku ko nak add..
weii..dlm page aku tue,semua sepupu,kawan sekolah,kawan kerja,kawan2 ym aku jer...agak2 la kalau ko nk add then bercerita tentang aku....
kalau tergerak hati nk tau sgt life aku..tanya aku terus...ko pun dah kawin,dah nk ada anak pun...dulu masa aku nk ubah kau jadi baik,ko sibuk nk gi goyang lah,gi enjoy lah...so please la jauh2 dari aku...aku amat tertekan...
serius sgt...tolong la puan hanim...jangan sampai saya letak pic awak kt page saya and link page yg awak guna....paham kan?
bagi saya peluang cari idup saya sendiri...adios..

Maher Zain - For The Rest Of My Life with Lyrics

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

THE MAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved


Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

KERANAMU AKU SANGGUP BERHABIS!!

terasa seronok sgt bila hidup nie di penuhi dgn aktiviti yg baru....=))

membuang sesuatu yg kita sayang dan sayang yang baru...suke suke suke sangat.....

bukan sebab habis madu sepah dibuang,habis madu rasa tawar jer...hahaha..=))

setelah berpikir lama...patut ke x patut aku tukar perasaan nie,akhirnyer keputusan di buat...maka hati nie menerima yg baru...

ini la cinta hati yang baru...buang yg lama,terima yg baru....bold 2...

camera mmg terbaik la..

sound pun terbaik..

harga pun terbaik gak la...nasib baik beli kt kedai member...thanks a lot ya kasi jual murah...=p

so apa lagi....kasi sambar la satu kawan2...=)

TWILIGHT ECLIPSE (LOVE IS FOREVER)

Dengar lagu pun dh best..x sabar pulak nk gi tgk...amik mood dengar lagu dulu....huhuhu...=p


MUSE -NEUTRON STAR COLLISION(LOVE IS FOREVER)

I was searching; you were on a mission,
Then our hearts combined like a neutron star collision,
I had nothing left to lose, you took your time to choose
Then we told each other with no trace or fear that

Our love would be forever
And if we die, we'd die together
and lie, I said never
Cause our love, would be forever

The world is broken, and halos fail to glisten
We try to make a difference but, no one wants to listen
Hell the preachers Fake and proud, their doctrines will be cloud
Then they'll dissipate like snowflakes in an ocean

Love is forever
And we'll die, we'll die together
and lie, I said never
Cause our love, could be forever

Now, I've got nothing left to lose, you take your time to choose,
I can tell you now without a trace of fear that

My Love, will be forever
And we'll die, we'll die together
And lie, I will never
Cause our love, will be forever


p/s*layan dengan video kasi feel lebih skit...^_*

~SESAAT DLM HIDUPKU~

tetiba terjaga dari tidur...mimpi xyah cakap la...kalau indah mmg lena terus...
entah kenapa makin lama kuat lak aku tidur skrg...=)
dh mcm aktiviti wajib pulak...huhu..nk kata x cukup tidur,dh terlebih tidur...pergi keje pun tidur lagi..haish..apa nk jadi pun xtau...
maybe makin lama makin malas nk mengadap reality hidup nie..bila terjaga nk kena adap sakit gigi lagi....=(

Makin lama makin pelik aku nie...x pernah aku borak ngan ayah aku lama2..bleh leka tgk dia korek2 kaki yg berlubang lagi...ayah aku pun dapat m.c 20hari..kencing manis makin teruk...kaki dh lubang2..aku tgk pun geli siot...skrg nie aku pun nk kawal gula dlm badan..takut wok..=(

Bila duk diam2 dlm bilik,layan adamaya kt youtube..ibu aku pulak tanya.."tak kuar ngan ***** ke?"dengan selamba aku jawab "dia balik kg...lagi pun dia bz.."bohong sunat sekali sekala..=)
kang kalau jawab yg betul panjang lak cerita...baik diam...

Cuba korank bgtau kt aku,apa boleh buat kt rumah lama2...aku dh puas main tenet,layan gitar,tgk tv,kereta x payah cakap la,comporm bersih aku tibai...tetiba terasa nk holiday panjang...rasa jeles lak tgk ayah aku m.c 20 hari...tenung2 keta aku,kot2 leh jalan jauh2 sikit ke...dlm kepala otak nk layan pulau jer...leh cuci mata tgk ikan2..bkn xnk pergi mandi air terjun,sungai semua tue..tapi kurang minat la...cuba ajak gi rock climbing ke,jungle tracking ke..syok la jugak...

Hari isnin sampai jumaat x la terasa bosan sgt..sebab aku kerja,balik kerja pun terus balik rumah minum petang ngan ayah aku...bila sabtu ngan ahad tue yg rasa bosan sikit....xtau nk pergi mana...member2 bz dating,yelah..masing2 bz nk kawin..sorang dh tunang..sorang lagi dh nk tunang..aku??tunggu la sampai aku rasa patut kawin...bkn senang beb nk cari calon skrg...hati org tua nk kena jaga gak..x kisah la yg datang tue x cantik pun,janji pandai amik hati org tuaku...itu pun kalau aku ada hati nk cari...x terasa nk cari lain lagi..cukup la yg sebelum2 nie...lagi 4,5 tahun kot baru aku cari...^_^

Sekejap jer masa berjalan...sekejap jer aku rasa makin tua....=p